Thursday, May 29, 2014
To read more about my endeavor click: Here!
At any stage of miscarriage the loss of a baby is a pain inconceivable and unimaginable! From the second that pregnancy test comes up positive and your heart stops and your head starts spinning, you love that baby. When your baby is so swiftly taken from you without a chance to even think, you are left gasping for air that never seems to come. You choke on overwhelming emotion. The world stops. Nothing anyone says can help, and how could it? Words don't bring your baby back. But, I sincerely feel that a gesture of kindness and support in knowing that you are not alone in your grief, and something to honor the all too short life of your Angel, can be the difference of falling into depression and finding help and hope.
What will be in the care packages (for mother's who put in a request for them)
~ A handmade scented candle (with the mothers favorite scent) colored pink,blue or white based on the knowledge of their Angels gender
~ A handmade aroma therapy soap (shaped as an Angels wing)
~ Body wash, lotion, sugar exfoliating scrub, bubble bath soap,and hygiene products
~ A plush teddy bear
~ A box of tissues
~ A handmade clay baked pendant with your Angels first initial and dates on it (or a peanut, or bean pendant if they didnt get a name with a second pendant with dates)
~ and an encouraging book about going through miscarriage grief
~ a polymer clay mother and angel sculpture
Packages for local hospitals
~ white candle with a calming scent
~ angel wing shaped soap
~ body wash, lotion, sugar scrub, hygiene products
~ teddy bear
~ a white angel wing pendant
~ overcoming miscarriage book
~ a peanut charm
~a mother and angel polymer clay sculpture
Wednesday, May 28, 2014
I won't know if it's ectopic or not for at least a week or more. But in other news, here's how I told hubby! :)
Monday, May 19, 2014
Today Dh and I have had one of the biggest arguments in quiet some time. I cried for over a hour. I don't know how to get him to see my side, and on top of it I am anxious and moody because I feel like AF will be on time and I just want it to be over with.
I'm gonna try to get Dh to enjoy some sexy time tonight. I miss our spontaneity and I don't want him to think I'm boring.
Friday, May 16, 2014
Today was emotionally difficult for DH and I. It has been three months since we said goodbye to our angel Noah.
I just felt "off" DH tried to help me feel better but it wasn't helping. I miss my baby so much. I know DH does too but he doesn't like to show it as much. I wish he would i just don't know how to help him talk about it.
He was only just starting to get used to the idea we might carry to term when we lost Noah...he was so devastated :(
I'm going to try to get him into therapy with me to help recover.
In other news, I don't think I'm pregnant again but DH seems to think so. But, he's been wrong before.
Sunday, May 11, 2014
This post contains the names of Angels that passed far too soon. May contain images of these beautiful angels that some may find triggering.
Parents Name: Kristen
Angels Name: Kaley Noel
Born into heaven: 2.20.2014
Parents Name: Elizabeth
Angel baby E.D.D 9.9.14
Born into heaven: 1.17.2014
Parents Name: Rose
Angels Name: Ashlyn
Born into heaven: 3.26.2014
Parents Name: Beka
Angels Name: David
Born into heaven: 4.18.2014
Saturday, May 10, 2014
*MAY BE TRIGGERING*
People often look at me oddly when I tell them I am a mother. It saddens me that myself as well as any other Angel Mommy don't get the same recognition just because our babies aren't living. We are still mommy's!
So I'm doing this post for all the mommy's I know! I care and I remember.
HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!
I know you're angels are smiling down on you and watching over you.
As a tribute to our angels, I will be posting other mothers angels names/pictures and dates as well as the parents first names/initials. (Any images i receive for posting will have a custom watermark overlay to prevent stolen images! )
The following images are of our baby boy Noah, at the viewing before his cremation.